Unintelligible! my  heart arose an upset feeling. I endeavored to find the cause and hoped to get the deviation from this nameless volution.  Did I feel  bad only for not presenting the party?

    Who is my another half? Is that 'Honey'(her nickname)? It is true that ' Honey' is not my sweetheart at all, we are just friends,   or just the acquaintances. Evening I arrived at the place where Honey always is there. Honey was not there but her smiles, eyes-expression, her form and everything she used vividly revealed.  '  THURSDAY EVENING IS MY BIRTHDAY, WILL U BE FREE? NEXT YEAR I WILL STAY IN MY HOMETOWN, IF U WON'T COME THIS TIME, IT  IS  A PITY FOR ME'   ' SORRY, I CAN NOT GIVE U DEFINITE REPLY, IT DEPENDS. TRY NOT TO BE DISAPPOINTED, MY WISHES WILL ALWAYS STAY WITH U'  

    Eventually I did not come to the party for some reasons. That night Honey called me three times.

   Which is happier, love or be loved?  Permanence is the high-point of love